disillusioned

i'm so afraid to leave you. i'm so afraid to stay. the future is a shadow locked in an antique box. that past is the key to unlock the secrets. tears are falling as the isolation builds. angry at you for saying what i dare not to. rows of corn shroud my disillusioned ideas. confusion sets in. heart sets fire until i'm consumed in smoke and ask. you reach for water. want to put me out. but you're too late. i'm gone. are you still here? cause you're all that i've got.